Sorry to hear bout that Virtual.
As far as trading risk goes it's called money management ladies and gents...learn to love it or you will soon learn to hate yourself. There are many vehicles to trade out there...forex belongs near the bottom of the list. Be happy to help anyone here with stocks or index futures once in a while for free, as long as your not a dick
Money management cannot fill your orders for you. There is a very real danger with a fast forex market of your stops and limits not being filled - seen in too often and with various makers.