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Nope, I am saying .. and it is all I can say as I have little spiritual knowledge (unfortunately)
"All I know is when I ask God for help my life gets better.
If there is no God, why does this happen repeatedly ? "
As to all the philosophical questions - who am I to answer such questions. There has to be some purpose somewhere. Doesn't mean I can or ever will understand it though
All I know is :
"All I know is when I ask God for help my life gets better.
If there is no God, why does this happen repeatedly ? "
Don't be naive, that's not god, that's luck...
Go to an hospital, ask a nurse to take you to the area where cancer patients are, specially kids with cancer, then go back here and tell me if you still believe god exists...
Don't get me wrong, I was like you, I used to believe in god, then one day my sister got breast cancer, she fought against cancer for one and a half year , during that time she suffered like hell, she got methastasis on her lumbs, brain, liver, bones, and all this after the most painfull quimiotherapy traetment you can imaging (the type of breast cancer she got was the worst one, triple negative), so after the metasthasis she got to go all over again, quimio, rays in the brain, all that for what?, for nothing, after the second treatment she got more metasthasis, finally she pasted away a month ago. Now my sister was a person that believe in god, she used to help people, all she wanted was to create a family, she got married and after trying to get pregnant for a long time, she had a boy, now that boy in 2 1/2 years and has no mother, and my sister, after all the fighting she put into it, won't see her son grow up, she won't be able to enjoy her marriage, and the worst part is, she suffered a lot before dying. She didn't deserve it, she didn't..... all this openned my eyes, there is no god, there is nothing, life is...well, right now, as it is obvious, I'm angry so... life is shit, happyness is something I will never experience, that train is long gone... if all this was god, then you can keep you god to you, I want nothing from him...
JM2C